MURKY MAN
WHERE I AM NOW, I AM WALKING, SITTING, THINKING, WORRIED, LOSING, I
DON’T KNOW. I DON’T KNOW WHAT WILL I DO, I THOUGHT I CHANGED A
LOT
, EVEN A LITTLE I CANNOT FIGURE OUT. I WANT TO SHOUT, CRY FOR I DISOBEY
GOD. WHY DO PEOPLE THINK? AND WHY DO I THINK. I CAN’T KEEP MYSELF TO
THINK, I DON’T WANT TO THINK BUT I COULD NOT ESCAPE THAT I AM THINKING.
OH! WHAT HAPPEN TO ME IS THERE ANYBODY WANTS TO HELP ME, TO COMPORT
ME.DO YOU FEEL WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW. IT’S VERY HARD. I REALLY WANT TO
GO WITH YOU GOD BUT FOOLISH HEART MAKES ME CONFUSED. PEOPLE SAY THAT GO
ON IF GOD PLEASES OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING. IM WILLING TO GO, I KNOW THAT
IT’S NOT GOOD TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T RECOGNIZED GOD, I KNOW
IT’S BAD, BUT WHAT HAPPEN TO ME. I DON’T WANT TO RECALL THOSE MEMORIES
THAT WILL HURT ME BUT I COULDN’T OH IM TIRED OF DOING LIKE THIS, OH
LORD WHERE ARE YOU!! IM HERE CALLING YOU! It really hurt and I know
that I hurt u too. I’M DOWN, IT IS VERY HARD TO REVIVE MY HEART JUST TO
FEEL YOU LORD.SOMEONE TRYING TO CAUGHT WHAT ARE MY WEAKNESSES EVEN IF
HE DOESN’T READ MY MIND BUT HE’S VERY INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO RUIN MY
LIFE.HE OVERCOMES ME.I AM SPIRITUALLY WEAK RIGHT NOW AND I NEED FUEL.
WILDERNESS KEEPS MY EYES BLIND. MY MIND BECOMES DULL , I LOST MY WAY, I
WANT TO STAND BUT COULD NOT, MY KNEES ARE WEAK I CAN’T EVEN KICK THIS
WORTHLESS MIND, I THOUGH I’M UNIQUE PERSON, INTELLIGENT AS WHAT THEY
SAID BUT IT’S NOT, I’M NOT, I’M ILLITERATE ONE, I CAN’T EVEN STAND
AFTER I FALL, I’M WEAK, PRETENDING TO BE STRONG. A
LOT
OF HINDRANCES TO GO ON! I CANT EVEN FIGHT THEM ALL, I WANT TO JOIN WMSU
LD BUT CAN’T, I WANT TO TALK WITH SOMEBODY BUT I CANT, I WANT TO BUY
SOMETHING, I CAN’T, IT’S UNFAIR, EVEN IF U WILL TELL ME THAT IT’S NOT
UNFAIR BUT IT’S HARD TO BELIEVE. IF ITS A DECEIVES FROM SATAN THEN
DECEPTION HAS OVERTAKEN ME. DON’T THINK THAT I’M TOO WEAK YOUR WRONG
EVEN IF I AM DOWN I WILL STAY AND LOYAL TO THE PERSON WHO GAVE ME A
CHANCE TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD I LOVE HIM, ALL. AND I'M PROUD OF HIM COZ
HE'S MY FATHER AND MY LORD JESUS. WISHING THAT I MAY ABLE TO BEAR THIS
WORLD I AM NOW!
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